Seeing a Psychiatrist, 09/09/08 J. Kuypers Chicago feature

September 9th, 2008 (09/09/08)

The 2008 (annual) feature at the Cafe (5115 North Lincoln Ave., just south of Foster Ave.) for Kuypers was 09/09/08, in the show called “Seeing a Psychiatrist.” Charlie Newman, host of the Cafe, one time host of WZRD’s monthly poetry radio show the Poetry Circus and who also runs a monthly 4-poet art gallery feature live in Chicago, refers to the 09/09/08 show as by “the always inventive, you-never-know-what-to-expect-cuz-she-gat-a-zillion-ideas JANET KUYPERS...our Poetess from the Edge of the World!” And says about this show: As always... Janet will go pedal to the metal to give us an unforgettable night! — and Kupers even has in her roster of events during her feature a free giveaway of multiple books and chapbooks!

Charlie Newman, the man who usually calls Kuypers “Janet Kuypers, QUEEN OF MULTIMEDIA” (or even the “Czarina of Multimedia”, after witnessing the Conflict•Contact•Control final feature show live at a Charlie Newman DvA art gallery evening) also commented that Kuypers and her shows are a “poet show-stopper par excellence... As he refers to JANET KUYPERS, with a special set to go along with her special poetry!” ... But of this show, Charlie Newman said: “La Kuypers was as innovative as ever! A true show stopper! Helluva feature as always!

For this show, she brought her own amp (as well as speakers for the additional audio voices in the show, and a boom box for coordinated music for the show) and a headphone/earbud microphone, so she could perform in the show without worrying about standing near a microphone on a stand. There was project artwork on a television screen to go with three sets of poems. Unlike past shows where larger television sets for camerawork or larger projected screens for artwork were used, this show will use smaller screens, all centered together with Kuypers, making all points of visual interest in the show focus on one place.

This show, titled “Seeing a Psychiatrist,” is set up where Kuypers is wearing thigh-high boots, black shorts and a black t-shirt with a zipper across her chest as her “costume” for this show... So come here to learn more about this poetry show in three parts, about depression, love, and a variety of other finalizing topics, with occasional additional voices for readings in this show, and all with music from the HA!man of south Africa (where they combined their talents for finished Kuypers poetry with the HA!man of South Africa music in this show).

For this performance, we have not only live mp3 files but also studio recorded mp3 files of the tracks in this show, as well as YouTube videos of the live performance. In the first two parts of this show, there are also (as an added bonus, for those who cannot listen to the mp3 files on their computers) low-quality audio files designed for different computer operating systems: .aif for Macintosh, .au for Linux and .wav for Windows.

Order the tracks from this performance (live and in studio) from the iTunes CD release!
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist

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of the entire show

06/20/08 Mercury Cafe
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the full live show:Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Seeing A Psychiatrist: Full Show (09/09/08) [Live](25:37)

view artwork displayed during the show

Since the artwork from the computer monitor is not visible in the video, here is your chance to see the artwork that appeared with the performance.

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You can also download a chapbook
of all of the poetry in the show.

Seeing a Psychiatrisy chapbook cover

...on to the poems:
(in the order they were read during the show)

Part I:
poems about depression

Part One of the show
mp3 file (8:36, live)
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Seeing a Psychiatrist, 09/09/08 J. Kuypers Chicago feature

Seeing a Psychiatrist:
Hopelessness and Futility

music from the ending of MAKANA battle scene
off the CD Soundtrax by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Seeing A Psychiatrist: Hopelessness and Futility (09/09/08) [Live; MAKANA Battle Scene] (3:06, live 09/09/08)
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studio version 1:49 Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Seeing A Psychiatrist: Hopelessness and Futility (MAKANA Battle Scene)(mixed 08/21/08)
mp3 file (1:42, vocals track 08/21/08) of Kuypers vicals, mixed with Hope Y. reading the “psychiatrist” voice 08/17/08
mp3 file 1:48, vocals track 8/21/08 with all Kuypers vocals
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Love Destiny ... All you need is love...
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In “Seeing a Psychiatrist: Hopelessness and Futility,” the intro image is of John Y. in Chicago. Lightened images of Kuypers were used wearing glasses or in a suit to give more of an impression of a conversation with a potential psychiatrist. The first image was of Kuypers in Urbana (originally with a ukulele over her head). The second image is of Kuypers live as the final feature at Poetry Fest at the Society of Professional Journalists Convention 08/26/06. The third image is of Kuypers wearing a pants suit outdoors in Monticello, Illinois. (Additional vocals in this track are from Hope Y.)

From Words to Wars
music from MAKANA battle scene off the CD Soundtrax by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - From Words to Wars (09/09/08) [Live; MAKANA Battle Scene](:29, live)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - From Words to Wars (full) [MAKANA Battle Scene](2:01, mixed 8/08/08)
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - From Words to Wars (show) [Show Studio Version; MAKANA Battle Scene]:39 (mixed 08/08/08)
mp3 file :39 mixed instrumental for the 09/09/08 show
mp3 file :27 (mixed 08/08/08)
w/ just the intro beat
mp3 file (:23, vocals track 05/13/08)
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In “From Words to Wars,” two images of tanks were photographed in Wisconsin 09/06/07. The image of Chad M. striking Kuypers was photographed in Urbana Illinois in 1991. The composite image of President Bush using an iMac was generated by The Onion.

Grains Of Sand
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Grains of Sand (09/09/08) [Live; HAMLET the Court] (:46, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Grains of Sand (HAMLET the Court)1:17 (mixed 08/08/08)
mp3 file (:41, vocals track 05/13/08)
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In “Grains of Sand,” an hourglass necklace pendant was repeatedly photographed 06/10/08 and edited (see images 4, 5, and 7). The clock on the wall was photographed in Tallinn, Estonia in May 2006. The Hanging clock was photographed in Stockholm, Sweden in the beginning of June 2007. The scan of the Swatch is from an original Keith Haring Swatch watch. The beachfront and the footprints in the sand images were both photographed in San Juan, Puerto Rico 12/17/03.

The Hammer Falls
music from MAKANA battle scene off the CD Soundtrax by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - The Hammer Falls (09/09/08) [Live; MAKANA Battle Scene] (:42, live 09/09/08)
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studio version :45 Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - The Hammer Falls (MAKANA Battle Scene)(mixed 08/08/08)
mp3 file (:42, vocals track 05/13/08)
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In “The Hammer Falls,” a series of different “hammers” (models 1, 2 and 3) were photographed in Somerset, Pennsylvania 05/25/08, and the inverted colorized image of Chad M. placing a hammer to Kuypers’ face was photographed in Urbana Illinois in 1991.

Because I am Told
music from tangodraft
by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Because I Am Told (Full Version) [TangoDraft]
4:29 (mixed 8/08/08) with the full song tangodraft
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Because I Am Told (TangoDraft)
1:27 (mixed 08/08/08)
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Because I Am Told (show) [Show Studio Version; TangoDraft]
:27 (mixed 08/08/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Because I Am Told (09/09/08) [Live; TangoDraft] (:26, live 09/09/08)
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In “Because I am Told,” three doors are displayed: the first of a doorway in Tallinn, Estonia in May 2006; the second of a doorway at the Forbidden City in Beijing, China; the third of many doorways in Pompeii 05/18/03.

Nothing Colorful In My Sight
music from MAKANA battle scene off the CD Soundtrax by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Nothing Colorful In My Sight (09/09/08) [Live; MAKANA Battle Scene] (:51, live 09/09/08)
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studio version :50 Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Nothing Colorful In My Sight (MAKANA Battle Scene)(mixed 08/08/08)
mp3 file (:34, vocals track 05/13/08)
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In “Nothing Colorful in my Sight,” photo descriptions in order are: Kuypers laying in a black feather dress on a bed in Palos Park, Illinois; Dave A. in Denver, Colorado; Gigi S. holding toast at her wedding table in 1997 in Illinois; professor Uhl at a blackboard teaching Calculus 132 at the University of Illinois (Urbana); a farm road in Urbana, Illinois; two photographs of clouds (the second with more orange) in the sky 06/17/08 in Gurnee, Illinois; Jay V. studying in Champaign, Illinois; the Chicago skyline at night; a patch of dirt and grass photographed in Wisconsin.

Monotony
music from LADY ANNE at sea off the CD Soundtrax by the HA!Man of South Africa
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Monotony (LADY ANNE at Sea)
2:30 (mixed 8/08/08) with the full song LADY ANNE at sea
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Monotony (show) [Show Studio Version; LADY ANNE at Sea]
:19 (mixed 08/08/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file (:12, vocals track 05/13/08)
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In “Monotony” are a series of photos of Kuypers planting tree seeds in various locations (Logan Square/Chicago, Gurnee and Urbana, Illinois, finishing in Logan Square).

Letter, 4/14/95 One
music from Jackson Pollock by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Letter 04/14/95 One (09/09/08) [Live; Jackson Pollock] (1:16, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Letter 04/14/95 One (Jackson Pollock)
7:19 (mixed 8/21/08) with most of the song Jackson Pollock
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Letter 04/14/95 One (show) [Show Studio Version; Jackson Pollock]
1:09 (mixed 08/08/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file (1:09, vocals track 05/13/08)
mp3 file Jackson Pollack Instrumental
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With “Letter 4/14/95”, the poem was written after repeated correspondence with C Ra McGuirt, sending communications about depression and contemplating suicide.

The Road Not Taken
music from the CD Soundtrax with LADY ANNE finale by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - The Road Not Taken (09/09/08) [Live; LADY ANNE finale] (:58, live 09/09/08)
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studio version 2:48 Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - The Road Not Taken (LADY ANNE finale)(mixed 7/30/08)
mp3 file (vocals track) 05/13/08, :50)
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In “The Road Not Taken,” the image is of Kuypers photographed at a forest preserve in Chicago in the mid 1990s.

Part II:
poems about relationships
and the sexes

Part Two of the show
mp3 file (8:35, live)
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Seeing a Psychiatrist:
Fear of Authority and Freud

Written for the performance art show “Seeing a Psychiatrist” 09/09/08, this has music
from Chicago Industrial by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Seeing A Psychiatrist: Fear of Authority and Freud (09/09/08) [Live; Chicago Industrial] (1:45, live 09/09/08)
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studio version 1:34 Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Seeing a Psychiatrist: Fear of Authority and Freud (Chicago Industrial)(mixed 08/26/08)
mp3 file (1:38, vocals track 08/26/08) of Kuypers vicals, mixed with Darryl Clinkscales reading the “psychiatrist” voice 08/24/08
mp3 file 1:32, vocals track 8/28/08 with all Kuypers vocals
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In “Seeing a Psychiatrist: Fear of Authority and Freud,” all of the gun images (many guns, many guns inverted, a rifle , and handgun 1, and handgun 2) were photographed in Pennsylvania 12/25/03, the “yell” image was taken in Champaign, Illinois in 1989, and the wall of library books was photographed 07/17/08 in Gurnee. (Additional vocals in this track are from Darryl C.)

Where Does the Love Go
music from Morning Mist by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Where Does The Love Go (09/09/08) [Live; Morning Mist] (:45, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Where Does The Love Go (Morning Mist)
5:09 (mixed 8/11/08) with the full song Morning Mist
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Where Does The Love Go (show) [Show Studio Version; Morning Mist]
:50 (mixed 08/11/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file (:33, vocals track 05/13/08)
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In “Where Does the Love Go,” Lee and Kristen were in a gazebo in Palos Park, Illinois, and the photos of locations were taken specifically for this show.

Panther
music from GUMBOo fight off the CD Soundtrax
by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Panther (09/09/08) [Live; GUMBO Fight] (1:08, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Panther (GUMBO Fight)
1:56 (mixed 8/13/08) with the full song GUMBOo fight
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Panther (show) [Show Studio Version; GUMBO Fight]
1:20 (mixed 08/13/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file (0:59, vocals track 07/04/06)
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In “Panther,” Kuypers was photographed with her hands shaped like a gun 1998, and Katie is Kuypers’ black cat.

I Want Love
music from Blight Steps
by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - I Want Love (09/09/08) [Live; Blight Steps] (1:05, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - I Want Love (Blight Steps)
2:26 (mixed 8/08/08) with the full song Blight Steps
mp3 file :58 (mixed 4/23/08)
mp3 file (:38 vocals track 07/04/06)
mp3 file :28, read by Monica Fowler 02/15/08
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In “I Want Love,” images include Eugene P.: with Kuypers at their 1997 prom party; laying on a bed in New Orleans; looking out a window in Urbana Illinois; sleeping with a blanket on a couch at a house in Denver Colorado, smiling in a portrait in South Carolina, with Kuypers in Palos Park Illinois; in a suit in Urbana Illinois; in a shirt and tie at Arrow Equipment Company in Chicago; with Janet at Scott B.’s wedding (in Illinois); at the Grand Canyon (Uninc Coconino County, Arizona); then Kuypers at the Grand Canyon, an image of the Grand Canyon, and a picture of Eugene in the distance standing with his arms spread out under a hole at Arches National Park in Utah. (Additional vocals in this track are from Monica F.)

Burn Through Me
music from Stamp Stamp off the CD HA!Man Best 2004 by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Burn Through Me (09/09/08) [Live; Stamp Stamp](:40, live)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Burn Through Me (Stamp Stamp)3:25 (mixed 8/19/08) with the full song tangodraft
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Burn Through Me (show) [Show Studio Version; Stamp Stamp]:39 (mixed 08/21/08)
for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file :30 vocals, recorded 08/19/08
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In “Burn Through Me,” there is an edited image of fire.

(and you could hold me)
music from Bars Los (break free)
by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - (And You Could Hold Me) [Bars Los break free]
4:10 (mixed 8/19/08) with the full song Bars Los (break free)
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - And You Could Hold Me (show) [Show Studio Version; Bars Los break free]
:33 (mixed 08/21/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - And You Could Hold Me (09/09/08) [Live; Bars Los break free] (:25, live 09/09/08)
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(:26, vocals track whispered 08/19/08)



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(:49, whispered vocals track 08/19/08 with an echo filter)



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(:47, whispered vocals track 08/19/08 with a delay filter)



mp3 file (:21, vocals track 05/13/08)
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In “(and you could hold me),” there is a formal picture Kuypers designed of of John Y. holding her.

When You’re Gone
music from Waltz For A Fractured World off the CD HA!Man Best 2004 by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - When You're Gone (09/09/08) [Live; Waltz For A Fractured World] (:37, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - When You're Gone (Waltz For A Fractured World)
3:11 (mixed 08/21/08) with the lengthened & full
song Waltz For A Fractured World
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - When You're Gone (alternate short) [Short Version, Alternate Vocals; Waltz For A Fractured World]
:44 (mixed 08/21/08) with the original poem reading & words
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - When You're Gone (show) [Show Studio Version; Waltz For A Fractured World]
:44 (mixed 08/21/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file (:34, vocals track 08/21/08)
mp3 file (:40, vocals track 04/21/08)
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In “When You’re Gone,” there are images of Dawn G. (A) with Jeff W., (B) in a group with people, including Jeff W., (C) behind a dead grapevine fence, (D) laying in the grass in Palos Park, and (E) with Rich H.

Run Faster
music from Africanenginee by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Run Faster (09/09/08) [Live; African Engine] (:55, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Run Faster (African Engine)
10:06 (mixed 8/15/08) with the full song Africanenginee
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Run Faster (show) [Show Studio Version; African Engine]
1:20 (mixed 08/13/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file (:45, vocals track 08/15/08)
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In “Run Faster,” photos include Kuypers holding Dave A. at Naples beach (in Naples, Florida); a Gurnee photograph was taken of Kuypers in a dress with tears in it; an image with a painted bruise on Kuypers (photographed in Urbana, Illinois); a photo (on Naples beach in Naples, Florida) of Kuypers running away from Dave A. at Naples Beach (Naples, Florida).

Who Is At My Side
music from Reconnection by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Who Is At My Side (09/09/08) [Live; Reconnection] (:37, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Who Is At My Side (Reconnection)
4:08 (mixed 8/14/08) with the full song Reconnection
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Who Is At My Side (show) [Show Studio Version; Reconnection]
:36 (mixed 08/21/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file (:24, vocals track 08/14/08)
mp3 file (0:13, vocals track 07/04/06)
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In “Who Is At My Side,” there is an image of Kuypers with Kevin L., Eugene P., Doug W. and Brian H.

See You Crawl
music from ANONYMOUS DRAFT Tango off the CD Soundtrax by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - See You Crawl (09/09/08) [Live; ANONYMOUS-DRAFT Tango] (:40, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - See You Crawl (ANONYMOUS-DRAFT Tango)
4:30 (mixed 8/19/08) with the full song ANONYMOUS DRAFT Tango
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - See You Crawl (show) [Show Studio Version; ANONYMOUS-DRAFT Tango]
:29 (mixed 08/19/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file :13, vocals track 07/04/06 read by Janet Kuypers
mp3 file :09, vocals track 02/15/08 read by Monica Fowler
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In “See You Crawl,” images are of Lori H. crawling in the sand at Lake Michigan in Michigan, Eugene P. laying on the Quad in Urbana Illinois, Andy sitting near a loose tombstone at a cemetery in Urbana Illinois, Rich H. laying on a tree root in a ravine in Palos Park Illinois, and Dan O. laying on the floor in Champaign, Illinois. (Additional vocals in this track are from Monica F.)

I Have Learned
music from delirium (Gary)
by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - I Have Learned (09/09/08) [Live; Delirium] (:57, live 09/09/08)
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Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - I Have Learned (Delirium)
4:48 (mixed 8/22/08) with the full song delirium (Gary)
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - I Have Learned (show) [Show Studio Version; Delirium]
1:09 (mixed 08/22/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file :56, vocals track 04/21/08
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In “I Have Learned,” the first line starts with the image of Lori H. in the sun, then there is Lee and Kristen hold hands in a gazebo in Palos Park, Illinois. There is also a photo of Kuypers with Darius S., as well as an image of Kuypers standing in the middle of the Grand Canyon (Uninc Coconino County, Arizona). The photo of Kuypers with the magnifying glass over her eye was initially photographed when she wore an NSA shirt in reference to what the government can know about you. The image of Kuypers (with Tom A. in the background) was photographed on a winter day outside of Colorado Springs, Colorado.

Part III:
poetry about varying topics

Part Three of the show
mp3 file (8:53, live)
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The Randomness of Everything
music from HAMLET hamlet theme off the CD Soundtrax by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - The Randomness of Everything (09/09/08) [Live; HAMLET hamlet theme] (1:23, live 09/09/08)
studio versions:
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - The Randomness of Everything (HAMLET hamlet theme)
2:34 (mixed 8/26/08) with the full song HAMLET hamlet theme
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - The Randomness of Everything (show) [Show Studio Version; HAMLET hamlet theme]
1:12 (mixed 08/26/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file (:55, vocals track 08/26/08)
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In “the Randomness of Everything,” there are assorted images of stacks of books (including stack of books 1 and stack of books 2, a book with flipping pages, stacks of books, and Kuypers book spines).

Money Became an Abstract
music from Daywalk (Alex) by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Money Became An Abstract (09/09/08) [Live; Daywalk Alex] (:39, live 09/09/08)
studio versions:
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Money Became an Abstract (Daywalk Alex)
9:06 (mixed 8/22/08) with the full song Daywalk (Alex)
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Money Became An Abstract (show) [Show Studio Version; Daywalk Alex]
:55 (mixed 08/22/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
mp3 file :39, vocals track 05/13/08
mp3 file (:53, 05/13/08 vocals track with echo 08/22/08)
mp3 file (:51, 05/13/08 vocals track with reverb 08/22/08)
mp3 file
(:54, 05/13/08 vocals track with echo after reverb 08/22/08)
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In “Money Became an Abstract,” her jewelry was scanned and use with a gold picture frame she scanned, with a gold entranceway from a building in St. Petersburg, Russia in the background. There are also images of Euros in a collage, and Chinese money (with Euros) in a collage.

All The Loose Ends
music from HAMLET ominous off the CD Soundtrax by the HA!Man of South Africa
1:15 Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - All the Loose Ends (HAMLET ominous)(mixed 08/22/08)
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - All The Loose Ends (09/09/08) [Live; HAMLET ominous] (:47, live 09/09/08)
mp3 file :35, vocals track 04/21/08
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In “All the Loose Ends,” clothes were photographed August 2008 to indicate new clothing purchased. Also included in this collection of images was a house on Naples beach (Naples, Florida), the red Anniversary Edition MGB convertible (which was photographed when Kuypers and her husband first purchased the car, in the Spring of 2002), and two school buses photographed in Pennsylvania.

Taking Out The Brain
music from LADY ANNE spiritual off the CD Soundtrax by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Taking Out The Brain (09/09/08) [Live; LADY ANNE spiritual] (1:04, live 09/09/08)
studio version 1:05 Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Taking Out The Brain (LADY ANNE spiritual)(mixed 08/22/08)
mp3 file :52, vocals track 04/03/08
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He Told Me His Dreams 8
music from Stutterheim Engine off the CD HA!Man Best 2004 by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - He Told Me His Dreams 8 (09/09/08) [Live; Stutterheim Engine] (1:02, live 09/09/08)
studio versions:
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - He Told Me His Dreams 8 (Stutterheim Engine)
3:59 (mixed 8/21/08) with more of the song Stutterheim Engine
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - He Told Me His Dreams 8 (show) [Show Studio Version; Stutterheim Engine]
1:29 (mixed 08/21/08) for the 09/09/08 show Seeing a Psychiatrist
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - He Told Me His Dreams 8 (echo) [Echo Vocals; Stutterheim Engine]
1:28 (mixed 08/21/08) w/ just the reverb voice
mp3 file (:58, vocals track 05/13/08)
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In “He Told Me His Dreams Eight,” an image of Brad W. holding bars of a fence was edited and cropped.

Last Before Extinction
music from Draft Leo Tango by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Last Before Extinction (09/09/08) [Live; Tango Draft] (2:42, live 09/09/08)
studio version 3:01 Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Last Befor Extinction (Tango Draft)(mixed 04/23/08)
mp3 file (2:20 vocals track 10/25/06)
mp3 file Read by Jared Smith 12/11/05
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In “Last Before Extinction,” the lead image is a scene from el Yunque Tropical Rainforest in Puerto Rico. The image of the bison was photographed in Wyoming in1998. The images of the leopard, lion, polar bear, bear in water and one image of a dolphin under water were taken in Chicago 05/20/05. The flying Frigate bird was photographed over the Pacific Ocean 12/24/07. The second bird image standing at water was photographed in Copenhagen, Denmark 06/02/06. The image of the pelican in the tree tops (12/30/07) was photographed at Black Turtle Cove in the Galapagos Islands. The three images of a dolphin and dolphins were photographed 12/24/07, 12/25/27 and 12/29/07) were photographed in the Pacific Ocean. The two photographs of John Y. and Kuypers holding fish bones were photographed in Gurnee 02/29/08. (Additional vocals in this track are from Jared S.)

Spent
music from Beautiful Land off the CD HA!Man Best 2004 by the HA!Man of South Africa
Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Spent (09/09/08) [Live; Beautiful Land] (1:59, live 09/09/08)
studio version 3:30 Janet Kuypers - Seeing A Psychiatrist - Spent (Beautiful Land)(mixed 08/22/08)
mp3 file :35, vocals track 05/13/08
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In “Spent,” lightened images include Jocelyn H. laying on Brad W.’s bed, Kuypers drawing a heart with an arrow through it on a beach at Lake Michigan (in Michigan), Kuypers with a scar painted on her face, and three slide images of Kuypers (images 1, 2, and 3), taken in Champaign Illinois.

About the Author

images from Kuypers appearing in the show Seeing a Psychiatrist Kuypers is published in books, magazines and on the internet over 6.700 times for writing, and over 2,000 times for art work in her professional career, and has been profiled in such magazines as Nation and Discover U; she was inducted as a Poetry Ambassador during Poetry Month in 2006 & 2007and was nominated as Poet of the Year for 2006 and 2007 by the International Society of Poets. She has also been highlighted on radio stations, including WEFT (90.1FM), WZRD (88.3FM), WSUM (91.7FM), WLS (8900AM), and Q101 (101.9FM); she ran a weekly hour-long Internet Radio show (“Chaotic Radio”) at BZoO.org in 2006 and 2007, and she appeared/appears on the internet radio stations ArtistFirst.com, chicagopoetry.com’s Poetry World Radio and Scars Internet Radio (SIR). She has also appeared on television for poetry in Nashville and Chicago, and was interviewed on her art work on Urbana’s WCIA channel 3 10 o’clock news. Kuypers ran a monthly iPodCast of her work, as well as an Internet radio station (JK Radio, which has now joined with Scars Internet Radio). She has performed spoken word and music across the country — in the spring of 1998 she embarked on her first national poetry tour, with featured performances, among other venues, at the Albuquerque Spoken Word Festival during the National Poetry Slam; her bands have had concerts in Chicago and in Alaska; in 2003 she hosted and performed at a weekly poetry and music open mike (called “Sing Your Life”), and from 2002 through 2005 was a featured performance artist, doing quarterly performance art shows with readings, music and images.
In addition to being published with Bernadette Miller in the short story collection book Domestic Blisters, as well as in a book of poetry turned to prose with Eric Bonholtzer in the book Duality, Kuypers has had many books of her own published: Hope Chest in the Attic, The Window, Close Cover Before Striking, (woman.), Autumn Reason, the Average Guy’s Guide (to Feminism), Contents Under Pressure, etc., The Key To Believing, Changing Gears, The Other Side, The Boss Lady’s Editorials, The Boss Lady’s Editorials (2005 Expanded Edition), Seeing Things Differently, Change/Rearrange, Death Comes in Threes, Masterful Performances, Six Eleven, Live at Cafe Aloha, Dreams, Rough Mixes, The Entropy Project, The Other Side (2006 Edition), Stop., Sing Your Life, cc&d v165.25 (an art book), The Beauty and the Destruction, Writing to Honour & Cherish: the Kuypers Edition, Blister and Burn: the Kuypers Edition, S&M, Distinguished Writings: the Kuypers Edition, Living in Chaos, Tick Tock, Silent Screams, Taking It All In, It All Comes down, Rising to the Surface, and Galapagos. Three collection books were also published of her work in 2004, Oeuvre (poetry), Exaro Versus (prose) and L’arte (art).

(about the author images are images used in the live show.)

Seeing a Psychiatrisy chapbook cover