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CD Rough Mixes, by Pointless Orchestra
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from the first performance art show
(08/14/97) Seeing Things Differently
the poetry 2 CD setCHAOTIC ELEMENTS
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Janet Kuypers - Chaos In Motion - Chaotic Radio - White Knuckled
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off the CD Indian Flux
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off the CD Contact•Conflict•Control
Listen mp3 file Live at the Cafe,
now available in a 3 CD set
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(6:25) opening in a new window, of these three poems (White Knuckled, Last Before Extinction and And I’m Wondering) at the Politically UNcorrect poetry open mic at Jesse Oaks in Lake County (north of Chicago) on 05/24/07
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(1:39) Live at the 11/09/07 show The Turn of the Word, Hokin Gallery, Chicago
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11/09/07 Chicago’s Hokin Gallery 7:54
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(1:59) 04/01/05 (April Fool’s Day) Live at the DvA Chicago Art Gallery show Conflict • Contact • Control
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12/04/10 from the TV camera in Lake Villa at Swing State, live in her show the Stories of Women
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(1:09, of just the poem) 12/04/10 in Lake Villa at Swing State, live in her “Visual Nonsense” show the Stories of Women
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of Janet Kuypers reading her poem White Knuckled live in Chicago 6/10/13 at the Sulzer Library in Poetry Saloon at Noon
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of Janet Kuypers reading her poems White Knuckled and her “Periodic Table of Poetry” poem Copper read live in Chicago 6/10/13 at the Sulzer Library in Poetry Saloon at Noon
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White Knuckled

The hot air was sticking
to her skin       almost pulling
tugging at her very
flesh       as she walked
outside       down the
stairs from the train
station. Just then a
breeze hot and
sticky       hit her
in just the wrong
way, brushed against her
lower neck, and she
felt his breath again,
not his breath
when he raped
her, but his       stench
hot       ;  rank
when he was
just close to her.
Her breath quickened,
like the catch of her
breath when she has
just stopped
crying. All the emotion
is still there       not
going away. She
walks to the bottom
of the stairs, railing
white-knuckled by her
small tender hands,
the hands of a child,
and that ninety degree
breeze suddenly
gives her a
chill. They say when
you get a chill it means
a goose walked
over your grave.
She knows better. She knows
that it is him
walking, and that
he trapped that child in
that grave


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the book the Window the book Seeing Things Differently the book Rough Mixes the book Oeuvre the book Hope Chest In The Attic
Life on the Edge, 2007 ccd collection book, front cover It All Comes Down, 2007 Janet Kuypers book, front cover Rising to the Surface, 2007 Janet Kuypers book, front cover the CD Rough Mixes the CD set Live at the Cafe (3 CD set)
the CD Moving Performances the CD Indian Flux the CD Conflict-Contact-Control the CD Seeing Things Differently